Hey , why should i care ?

I really don't know what Im feeling rite now


either love you nor hate you

knpe nk keep stalking dye lg ?

what's wrong with you mashy ?

kate da let go

stpid dumb dumb

he's fine

his enjoying every single minute

and you have too mashy !

don't stalking about his routine anymore

mcm nk bdoh kn dri sndri jea




*but , why should i care ?
are you still there ?
deep deep in my soul

Hey , why should i care ?

I really don't know what Im feeling rite now


either love you nor hate you

knpe nk keep stalking dye lg ?

what's wrong with you mashy ?

kate da let go

stpid dumb dumb

he's fine

his enjoying every single minute

and you have too mashy !

don't stalking about his routine anymore

mcm nk bdoh kn dri sndri jea




*but , why should i care ?
are you still there ?
deep deep in soul

i am ms.STRONG ;)

just a few days ago
i told ieeko about it
and she said that
-aq kne lupe kn dye
sbub klaw skaly dye bwt aq mcm tuu
x msthil dye akn ulangi lg
rather i go , before it's too late
mmg susa nk lpe kn org yg kte pnah syg
tp kte kne kuat
dr trus mmbdoh kn dri sndri

a few minutes then ,
i read ieeko's note on her fb
it's like this
'slagi kte bnci org tuu , slagi tuu laa dye akn stuck dlam kpale kite
so , lupe kn smua prasaan marah dn bnci tuu
then he/she will disappear slowly from our head'
and i think it's working
i've started throw it away far far from me
jmpe dye pn da bole bwt bodo jea
xpyah laa aq nk brmsuh dgn sape2 kn kn ?
For god sakes ,
aq lega sgt2
Alhamdullillah

THANKS IEEKO :)

sleeping with the tears

this is what we call stupid
when someone not into us
we should step out
but i can't
lol

*mara krane syg
bnci krane rndu

terkubur

cite2 aq untuk mnjdi seorg pmandu bus yg boleh trbang trkbur bgitu shje . dsbub kn byak sgt hlangan yg x dpat aq tmpuhi ,

i.markah test aq hri tuu , cmne nk jd pilot ? klaw stakat dpat ney jea ,

Bahasa Malaysia : 61%
Agama islam : 58%
English : 70%
Chemistry : 18%
Biology : 35%
Mathematic : 70%
Additional Mathematic : 15%
Sejarah : 38%
Ekonomi Rumah Tangga : TH

ad 2 A- , 4 gagal :((

ii.aq x dbnarkan amek geo spm nnty , sbub ert/spn/geo wktu amek pper nye srentakk .
heehhhhh :((

iii.mate aq da roskk , smuenye gare2 aq suke blja hgge lwat mlam . mne x nye klaw da dpat result cm tuu , mestilahh aq nk improve kn lgi . hngge lah aq mndpat pnyakit yg dipggil
short-sighted-ness atau dlam bm nye rbun jauhh . huahhh )":
aq x nk jdi spectacle pearson .

what becomes of brocken hearted

mlam smalm didi benami nyanyi lgu ney , sdap gyleee doe ;))

As i walk this land of broken dream
I have visions of many things
But happiness is just an illusion
Filled with sadness and confusion
What becomes of the brokenhearted
Who had love that's now departed
I know i've got to find
Some kind of peace of mind, baby
The roots of love grow all around
But for me they come tumbling down
Every day heartaches grow a little stronger
I can't stand things pain much longer
I walk in shadows searching for light
Cold and alone, no comfort in sight
Hopin' and praying for someone who'll care
Always moving and going nowhere
What becomes of the brokenhearted
Who had love that's now departed
I know i've got to find
Some kind of peace of mind, help me, please
I'm searching though i don't succeed
But someone look, there's a growing need
All is lost, there's no place for beginning
All that's left is an unhappy ending
Now what becomes of the brokenhearted
Who had love that's now departed
I know i've got to find
Some kind of peace of mind
I'll be searching everywhere
Just to find someone to care
I'll be looking every day
I know i'm gonna find a way
Nothing gonna stop me now
I'll find a way somehow
And i'll be searching everywhere
I know i'll find it somewhere

bubly

cinta tuu x ley nk pkse , dye akn dtgg dgan sndri , xpyah nk cri . kdg2 dye bole bwat kte gmbra . tp , bgi aq dye slalu nye bwat kte mngis . mcamm kwn aq neyh , dye trjtuh hti dgan kwan sndri , aq fham ap dye rse , sbub aq p0wn pna mcm tuu . pning nye pale bile dye x lyan , asyek fkir jea ap sala aq . and sakett gyle hti ble dpat thu , dye da ad gf . lgi2 law gf dye tuu girl yg aq x ske . owh , damn ! n mcmm2 lgi laa yg aq rse . aq x dpt byg kn cmne aq mnanges dlu . haha . mcam bodo jea . tp , aq prcye bkan aq sorgg jeaa mcm tuu , orgg len pown same jea . but law nk tawu , the truth is aq xpna pown mrase cmne couple . aq pown tataw stiap kali ad orgg ske aq , msti aq cm nk mnjauh kn dri , mybe aq x ready lgi kowt . tp , kdgg2 tuu aq ad gakk mroyan nk couple . maybe , aq rse sunyi kowt . hrmm .

tpi law kte ske sape2 pown kte xley nk sla kn dri kte , sbub mmg kte dcptakan mcm ney , allah yg mncptakan prsaan sygg , cnte , bnci , marah dan mcmm2 lgi , x slah klaw kte nk suke spe2 . sume tuu anugerahh yg indah dri allah swt .

hockey !

law thun lepass ckgu ltakk kn aq d posisi right defend , tpi thun thun ney ckgu da tuka kn aq kea posisi centre half defend . best jugakk dowk kt posisi ney , tpi lteh laa skett . sbub kwasan aq smakin besa . lecehh .

last friday , kitorgg ad friendly match ngan sri aman . hebatt jugakk mreka ney , wlaw pown bdan sume kcikk2 jea . kitorg kala dgan mreka , tp x dea la trukk mne , 1-0 jea . alhamdullillah . agakk susa gakk kitorgg nk sesuai kn dri , sbub kmi brlwan ats rmput pdgg , bkan glanggang hoki btowl . itu la kkrungan kmi , asek blatihh ateh cimenttt . bdak2 sri aman 2 plakk da bese blatehh ateh pdgg .

prlwanan sbnar kitorggg , 24 march ney , ari rbu mggu dpan . hopefully kitorgg dpat g jauhh lgi dr thun lpass . law thun lpass kitorg dpat msowk suku akhir jea . minx2 la thun ney dpat msowk spruh akhir kea , law dpat msowk sparuh akhir , kala pown da ad no 3 . smoge kitorgg bole mmbuat kn coach kitorgg yg comelll tu bgge . xdea la sia2 usha dye brhmpas pulasss slame ney . siapp wat kitorgg t-shirt hockey lgi , sygg btowl aq kt ck zlinaaa . hee ~

semoga kitorgg sume dpat bwat ygg trbaekk ! amin .

h-o-t-t-o-g-o ! aummm ! it's hot to go ! go SI ! huyyyehhh ;)

haaa , bajettt !

15 . 3 . 2010
aq bru blekk dri training hoki , sprti biase aq mnuggu bus d tgah pnas trikk untuk pulg ke rumah . then , ad la sorgg mmat bangla ney , da la mke cm taik ad hti nk prasan hnsem . aq ter-usha dye , tbe2 dye prsan . dye pndg2 aq , aq wt bodo jea . sekali dye kluwa shade dye daaaa . then nk cover macho kononnn . cehhh , mati ag bgus ! abg din kt srdunk jya tuu lgi hnsem dr kaww ! xp

16 . 3 . 2010
lbihh kurg jea cm citer td , aq dlam bus rapid , odw blek umah . then , ad laa mamat endonn 2 ekor ney , dress-up indie gyle2 , aq x taw laa nk g ane ? mcam gagak nk blagak jd merak . aq usha lee ateh-bwh , dgan sluwa londe nyea , spender purple , ksut bdak skola , t-shirt ktat (konon nmpak muscle laa ) , dgan cap dye ag , tlinge brtindik2 . blagakk hnsem gyle , dye ms0wk bus tuu dgan rse megah (ko pkir ko spe) . then time aq usha dye uhh , ley lakk mmbe dye ney prsan . aduhh , lg laa dye nk blagakk prsan . law mke kaw cm robert pattinson kea , tape la gakk kn . ya allah , nk trcritt2 aq tgowk . seb bek laa aq da nk smpai umah .

3 days as a slaves

wahhh , lme nye x online
gyle truje dpat online neyh !! heee
dahhh , nk chite neyh
jumaat , sb2 , ahd ri2 kn i'm working as qm kt upm ,
for MASUM (majlis sukan universiti malaysia) .
of course la sume universiti dari sluruh mlysia ad .
psst ( ramai gakk yg hnsme ! ) ngeee
ltihh gakk , tp besh la juge
the most i like najwanaqra , da la tererrr hnsem lakk uhh ! hee